" story about stupid girl "

have a story

this about a stupid girl
who don't understand what she want
and
don't understand what she expected

she laughed when she actually wanted to cry
and
she is often the feeling of fear itself

do what she often doesn't match what she wanted
she always act only when she felt weak
she often doesn't understand about the love and friendship
but she always tried to have both

if she love someone she doesn't want people to know
and
if she hates someone she would like to know the person is

This is the story of a girl who has a different way with the general idea
This is the story of a girl who have nothing

when morning came she was awakened and tried to smile
through day-to-day with a smile and laughter
evening she came up to begin to feel lonely
and night about making herself the fear of the loneliness

since she's grown and mature adult
she always through without someone else
problem for the problem through its own
and complete all of its own
until she sleeps again and try to relax

but, often fails because she surely never rest

she always hear it when she sleeps
and
become terrified because she feels alone every night

often she finds a friend
also often find a man who loves her
but,
she was also not uncommon to "lose" all of their
and she hates herself most when people who care about her leaving

they often go and make this girl feel very sad
they also often disappear and make this girl feel lonely 'again'

when it all happened,
she didn't cry in front of them
she also didn't try to maintain their

therefore,
she was always alone and alone

sometimes she thinks to go from her live
but she also thinks what she will be happy to do that?

sometimes she feels that the world is not fair
but,
sometimes she also saw many people who suffer more from herself

with thinking like that,
she always try to survive
and she always try to strong
until she felt tired and often not able to stand

girls are stupid,
because what she is doing in order to make herself look strong

girls are stupid,
because what xhe says are all alone just to convince herself that she is happy

sometimes she realized that she was stupid,
but she don't stop the foolishness

until the end
she met one friend,
friends who understand the true,
friend patient and understanding,
make that girl is comfortable and quiet,
and stop doing all the silliness

but,
what happens after that ...

friend that she was my friend who thought she could make it feel a little happiness
"also went"

she asked,
and get answers that didn't
and,
she stopped to ask

back into their own
and own

until she found people who love her and leave her again

she asked herself the
what is this way?
This is what should happen?
what is called fate?
what can I accept all this?

strong as any she asked,
she didn't get answers

all happen to live in a stupid girl and not this fortunate,

eventually it will just tear and cry alone
because she is not strong anymore ...