Saturday, July 17, 2010

NOTHING

when I feel homesick
I was afraid of losing
when I feel love
I'm afraid will brokenhearted
and
when I feel has it all
I'm afraid to have "nothing"

Monday, July 12, 2010

i love you "♥"

I love you not only for what you are
but for what I am when I am with you ...
I love you not only for what you have made of yourself
but for what you are making of me ...

I love you for the part of me that you bring out


-Elizabeth Barrett Browning-

Thursday, July 8, 2010

sigh again ...

damn!

I still feel empty .. although he was there beside me ...
exactly what I need?

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

` how `

how to express sadness, anxiety, and fear that I experienced today? there who understand how?

" useless "

wanted to cry but understand that it's useless

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

"I don't want to run, but this feeling kept chasing me"

I miss you
useless though I miss someone who might not miss me
but this sense can't deny

I miss you from the deepest depths of my heart

Saturday, June 19, 2010

- easy to begin with and ends with the difficulty-

I understand all the tired feeling that inhabit my life
So many songs that are born for you
I almost do not believe you have been buying all my dreams

This is really strange,
Because I know that my heart is not easy to love
But this very real and warm up so I drop in and can not be easy to forget with all the events that we Get together
Despite all of that may be only a playwright but honesty I feel so soft and touching each affection that you provide


please go back and meet life with happiness,
please go back and fill my heart with a smile,
please go back and give me all the affection,

the more I try hard to survive
the more I feel weak and vulnerable

very warm and comfortable when you are near
very cool and peaceful when you see a smile

but what happens?
startled me remind, that we may not with
that we may not always together
that I can not always hold your hand
that I can not always smiling and happy when you have

what is this fair?
what is this way?
What can I receive?

easy to begin with and ends with the difficulty

whether this end?
or first?

not affordable and not measurable

in this story that I am not the stars ...